Fatimah Zahra

Assalamualaikum :) So this is my first video on youtube... So how about if you watch it ? :D FINALLY! ALHAMDULILLAH! THANK YOU ALLAH! And thank you everyone xoxo

Assalamualaikum :) Hai everyone! How are you? Sihat? Alhamdulillah lah ye if you guys are sihat .... Ingat... every time people ask you how are you, yang penting sekali always thank Allah and praise Him and then say that you are healthy WAL'AFIAT ..... Okay? :) ask your ustaz or ustazah why hehe So, sejak kebelakangan ni, banyak sangat dugaan yang agak menduga kesabaran hati ditimpa. Alhamdulillah! Ya! Redhailah akan setiap ujian dan kurniaan Allah...........Best apa kena uji...the more He tests you, the closer you get to Him..... kan? :) First kali, my advice, if you do something, and it is not actually the best for all but the best for that time and you know it, then okay. Go for it. If people try to bring you down, or they backbite about you, BE PATIENT. BE COOL. BE LIKE A MUSLIM WHO HAS ALLAH. If you think you can talk to them slowly, then go. But if not, or you know many consequences will happen, then just be quiet. It is better for you to just shut up rather than s

Assalamualaikum. Hari ini, hari pertama saya di sini... at home. Cehh tak de lah. Actually kan, dah duduk kat asrama kan, dengan banyak gila kerja, buat rasa macam dah lama sangat tinggal kan rumah....... Kruiihhh kruiiihhh... Apa apa pun, something happened to me, and nak cuba tenangkan diri.......... So....made this video Ni spontan je tau... So ignore the flaws... Do comment.......... Still learning :)

Assalamualaikum :) Astaghfirullahal'azim.. Dear Sahabat, back then, you were always there for me. When I am sad, when I am happy. But I was not. Dear Lovely Gal, back then, you were always very understanding, concerned and kind to me. When I feel like slapping people.... When I was in pain, and hurt. But I was not. Dear Sunshine, back then, you always try your best to make me happy. Even you're sick. Even you're busy. But I was not. Dear, Azizah Batrisyia. I am sorry for not being the one that you ever dreamt of. I am sorry for always disappointing you. I am sorry for being such a hypocrite. But... whatever happens.. I want you to know that I will always love you. Even if we are far apart, I will always think of you. Thank you dear buddy. You are indeed a friend in need, and a special one too :) Happy 14th Birthday Azizah Batrisyia binti Abdul Halim! May Allah bless you always, and may you succeed in dunia and akhirat.... In shaa Allah

Assalamualaikum :) Honestly, I keep my feelings to myself. I just save it in my heart. But when I do it for a long period, it can be a revenge or that feeling of hatred will come and it is not good or healthy. So I write it in my diary. But I am tired of writing and I know no one would ever or can read my diary..... that is why I post in a blog, hoping that someone could read them so they would understand that I am hurt and suffering. I had no intention to let people read them or even know about them but I can actually for a second to feel like someone do care about me by reading my blog eventhough no one would read it actually. But I know some people would think like I am purposely telling everybody my problem so someone could give me attention.. Like I want sympathy lah kononnya. But no! And to avoid that, what do I do? I go back to my diary, sometimes if I think it is okay or I think before I write. But that would not be enough so I would just keep it to myself . But that wou

Assalamualaikum :) and to me bff and me 8 years old :) 14 years old :)

Assalamualaikum :) Hye everyone... It is the holidays right? So how are you guys doing? I hope that you guys are having good times during these holidays. By the way, referring to the topic.... while listening to this "Jane Eyre" soundtrack suite, I was trying to find a topic.... Then suddenly while I was blogging here.... a guy that I thought I was in love with bloomed me with a short conversation .. Yep, just me and him ... through the chatbox . Hmm now he does not want to be friends with me... Ahh who cares? Do you think I care dude? No I do not. (think so) Back to the topic. So what was that kind of phobia that I meant? Well phobia are always referred to any kinds of fear right? So this one... That I am suffering.... is a fear of losing friends and not having best friends. I do not know why or what but deep inside my heart, I have always been afraid of feeling alone and no one cared about me.Honestly. Oh My God, I guess no one would really listen to m

Assalamualaikum :) Hey there! So this is my first ever video. Well not really. As you know that it is already the mid-year. Hello june! Wait.. is it? So how was your semester result? I hope that it is better than before. I just checked my result but it isn’t complete yet. but I noticed that I’m getting even worse . well last year was okay but I knew that I could have done better. So what might be the reason? Hmm I am not sure. I think it is because I am not serious with my studies. Maybe my niat wasn't sincere. Wait is that the word? Haha I also realized that my English is getting worse than ever. Well I cannot blame my school because I still learn maths and science in English yeay! Jealous tak? Haha For your not so important information, I’m taking igcse… which is International general certificate of secondary school.   Me and my friends were told by some of our teachers that we might have to pass 3 things at a time which is o level, pbs, and png blablabla..

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Assalamualaikum :) Hey dudes...  Kalau korang nak tahu kan, aku ni ada masalah kulit muka sebenarnya..  Haaa, kulit apa? Lols tertanya tanya tak .. Tak kan .. haha Sebenarnya I have problems lah with my face ni ha Since I masuk boarding school, I didn't really care how was my face getting worse. Until then, one day, baru baru ni juga lah, a few days ago, my close friend, Amirah Nordin ehem she kept on staring my face. Then dia macam cakap lah haaa kenapa lah muka ima jadi macam ni semua tu and then seriously, dia memang risau gila kat muka aku ni haha then dia kata dia risau I will end up like her sister, muka dah comel pastu jerawat kat pipi hmm sebab tukar tukar produk Haha I admit lah memang teruk juga kulit muka aku ni, dengan ruam bagai siap jerawat penuh kat dahi lols. Tapi masa tu period so maybe sebab hormon Not just her sebenarnya yang risau and geram, my gf, Wan Azreen pun geram. Siap kata nak pecah pecahkan je. Haha. Dio

Plessing novel Safe Haven :) Credits to :  Aisyah Zarifah Assalamualaikum :) Hey there everyone so nak cerita pasal Safe Haven. Safe Haven is my FIRST EVER NOVEL that I read entirely until to the end yes .  I was inspired to read it as I watched the trailer of the movie a few months before I found the book. Thanks to Anis Ilyana for lending me her novel which was her sister's.  I admit. This NOVEL changed my life. Haha. Well, I don't know how but I became more INDEPENDENT and UNDERSTANDING. I learn to be quiet and listen. And I start to motivate people easily with words. I meant. People - me. Haha.  I was really crazy of this book and I tried to finish is as fast as possible and I took only 3 days to finish the whole book. Well I have to admit that I did skip the Kevin parts. Hehe.  So you guys out there go and watch the movie. You won't regret. Yes I've watched it but cetak rompak punye ma -_-" hmph.  Yes in the novel and t

Assalamualaikum :) Hey everyone! It's been a while since the last time I posted something a bit useful. Haha. So actually to all knew stalkers (perasan hot) , actually I have a lot of posts since like a few years back but somehow it's a lil bit annoying so I simply deleted all of that. But, somehow too, I regretted doing that because I've completely forgotten what had happened during my young times haha as the quote says in my previous post, PEOPLE WHO FORGETS THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT. I once .. was passionate with that saying when I read it in my History Textbook. But I forgotten it until one day I secretly peeked into my friend's diary, Anis Ilyana's hehe and ehhh no. Alamak kantoi pulak aku tengok diary dia haha actually she wrote the saying on a piece of paper.  So here's the EXPERIMENTED thingy mission. It's me. Vlogging. Don't mind the grammar mistakes and nouns or whatsoever. Hihi. Enjoy. Requested by Qis and Alia. :) Now

Assalamualaikum :) I love them and I miss them. Sincere.

Assalamualaikum :) Yes. Maybe I'm too late for this. But it's never too late for her to know. I'm sorry/ Hmm :'( Honestly I really care bout you since the first day we sat together and you told me a lot of things. Hahhh how I really wish that could happen again :') Where no one disturbed our love clouds .. kan Ipa? :') xoxoxo -album gambar gambar ni ( untuk odah je ) - nama gambar ni ( untuk odah ) peace.

Assalamualaikum :) When I stepped in school, people would tell me to fulfil MY wish . But what are my wishes? From? From my 2013 hopes. AZAM? Hmm. I didn't have any hopes. Because I'm not hoping for anything. Someone taught me not to hope. But put in effort and pray. Until then, you HOPE.

Assalamualaikum :) Hye people and stalkers. Oopss. Someone thinks she has stalkers. Woo never mind :p hihi well.. for this post, it's title.. my lovely friend, Nadia Alyssa recommended it. Thank you so much dear. First, let me talk about her. Well, she's someone from KEYELL ahah lantak lah dari mana pun :b hehe she got braces! she's my room mate, and I see her face first every morning coz she sleeps next to me hihi. Okay first impression of her, ERR I THINK SHE HATES ME ._. emm. SHE'S KINDA SNOBBY.. but then after a period of time, you will realize how awesome she is, how caring she is, how funny she is, how LUNATIC she is :) hihi not just her, but EVERY ONE OF MY FRIENDS. FRIENDS. If you really do love them, really do care of them, really do understand them, really do trust them, you can't even find their negativity . Honestly. well, that's my opinion :) When we fight, or argue with our friends, that time, we should learn and understand each other. Al