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the reality #1

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Assalamualaikum :) Hey everyone. How's your holiday? Trust me, how fine you're holiday was doesn't depend on anyone else but you. You're the one who makes the holiday beneficial or sort of ripping your life apart. By the way, to any of you who followed my twitter yeah I kinda deactivated it recently, hoping that it will be deleted? But let's see how long can it last because I have actually tried doing it. Okay, so going back to the topic today well I don't really have the specific idea to share with you guys but lemme just say that in this world there are tons of people like seriously different people. I may not be well experienced I have seen this with my own eyes. I'm a teenager who goes to a boarding school, and not just any boarding school. I'm not tryna be proud of it, but it's a fact that my school can be a lot of different than daily schools. We have a lot of organizations among students, clubs, activities and a seriously packed time-t

CHANCES in spreading good

Assalamualaikum :) Okay so basically semua orang tau kan pasal yg whenever we want to change, don't take the most drastic way. Step by step, kata orang. And in most cases, people give this chance only to the ones yg majority. But not to the minority. And there are even for things yg normal and tak berapa dibudayakan. I'll give you a very simple example. Let's say in a school, everybody is aware of covering their aurah and such... Like memang konpem konpem ah semua orang memang bertudung. Bab aurat memang pehh lah kan kita tekankan. Benda lain, memang tak kisah sebab dah jadi benda yg lazim. Sat gi when there's a girl who doesnt really wear proper clothes and a hijab, her friends force her to look like a Muslim. But every time, when a lot of people have strictly explained about ikhtilat, they are either ignorant or they find it hard. So this girl who is bring pushed by her friends feels like is this how Islam teaches about preaching? Her friends still

My thoughts on YOU LOOK DISGUSTING

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Assalamualaikum :) So, I watched a video from Fynn Jamal's suggestion.... Here it is, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWTRwj9t-vU Oh God, am I the only one who couldn't watch the video that I just recorded? By myself? Of myself? It's okay. Maybe you guys would be terribly surprised to look at my terribly done make-up. So, from the video I can relate a lot to myself. But, alhamdulillah the people around me are Malays that don't actually say harsh things clearly but they put it into sarcasms. It's surprising to admit that, there are still people who are like this, discriminating people with skin problems and even to me. I truly feel the feelings of them who has acne all over their face. It is easy to tell people to ignore that and just feel confident...but man, the saying is true, "easy to be said, but hard to be done". First of all, if you ever found someone with serious or mild acne problem please be very very considerate. You think

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Assalamualaikum :) I can only choose between easy or hard. It has to be the hard way. Anyway, what's the real meaning of life? You think you know, but even so you know it, you're doing it the wrong way.

letting it out #1

Assalamualaikum :) I am such a mess right now. Since when? Since I don't know. I am pretty sure since I became a person who wants to please people. What I mean here is that, I'll do my very best, polish myself, be good in everything for the sake of pleasing other people. Well, I do agree with the term of making your parents proud but I don't see how I could do so as most of the time, I'm with students like me in a boarding school. I think this is one of the factors how you would enhance yourself just to fit in or have a good reputation. You see, some people like me who has issues with family relationships, and seriously attached to  friends, tend to have wrong intentions about being in a student in a boarding school. It is very important that you must ask yourself right now if you have the right intentions when you're at school and is whatever you're doing is helping you to achieve your main goals? Sometimes, we tend to forget our priorities at school espec